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Complications Rule my Decisions by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Complications Rule my Decisions

I just want to scream. How can everything be so unbearably loud When the air around me is still? How can the chemicals in me Make my arms tremor so violently? How can this perpetuating, overwhelming Amount of frustration Leave me grasping for anything within reach? I do not want a drug to numb this kind of pain. It is so long passed the point of being able to be numbed, Or drowned. It is insensate. Gasping and shrieking To be sanctioned. Why? Why do we need to beg for the right to subsist? Why is every word constructed subtly, with such Heavy pretext That it refuses to be created? It is stubborn, it is crass, It is hurting. It is begging to pass hours With any absorbing Mind numbing cancellation While being terrified of the loss of time. Where did my hours go? My brain’s shoddy attempts to fill in the blanks Of redacted gaps Are deficient. Shouldn’t stardust be more palpable?

They Make Targets with Clay Now? -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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They Make Targets with Clay Now? -Lyrics

Option one is to live catering to the hand, make another man rich, break your back till you're jammed Option two is to settle on the streets with the trash, Thrown on the roads option one had to craft Each year is another damn summer Celebrating what's been taken away I swear if they weren't so jaded, They'd see what's lain before them Forced on their knees they'd pray Leaves fall and I'm underrated Scream season never ends [Chorus]: Turned to me bottle, smirk and a bag "Here's to the best summer I've ever had" [x2] There's a needle here baby with a loaded gun I can't tell you where I've been Can't say what I've done There's a needle her

My dad doesn't know (poem) by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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My dad doesn't know (poem)

My dad doesn't know I've been drinking since twelve. My dad doesn't know I fit the body of someone else. My dad doesn't know I'm afraid to tell. My dad doesn't know I remember how he used to yell. My dad doesn't know Why I preferred my fake family My dad doesn't know I chain smoked constantly. My dad doesn't know Why I never sleep. My dad doesn't know Why I chose not to eat. My dad doesn't know Why I cut my hair. My dad doesn't know Why it's the same clothes we wear. My dad doesn't know Why I don't have friends. My dad doesn't know Why I talk to myself. My dad doesn't know What went on when I moved, My dad doesn't know Why I flunked out of

Options and Availability -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Options and Availability -Lyrics

I'm sorry, I wasn't what you wanted When you asked god for a miracle He wasn't sending anyone So I did my best I came into this on my own account and it's on my own account in which I'm backing out It was the plea in your voice that touched my heart but it was the grasp of your hands that left me blacking out I prayed someone else would hear me scream I cried, begging for release But all I ever got was told I wouldn't be missed And all you ever got was a slap on the wrist Of course I HAD hopes Of course I HAD dreams But growing up convinces you there's no merit to schemes Is there a savior in the neck of these woods? Is there a soul who

I'll be your I in Poison -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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I'll be your I in Poison -Lyrics

I wrote your name in cursive print perfect like your social achievements flawless, the same as you see yourself Keep blaming me for what holds you down Hold my neck Force me to drown Choke me out till I no longer see my crown Then throw me in the rose bush I planted out back Take the poison I made for you Hand picked herbs I never meant to misuse Take the value of my new grain Force it down my throat Screaming "You should be ashamed!" Find where I'm less covered take your sharpest knife thrust it through the opening of pure adolescent lines Yell about your demons Make them part of me Fight me till I'm out of self-esteem It's a long road a

Sayonara -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Sayonara -Lyrics

I know you're bad news but I have nothing to lose this situation bothers me straight down to the bone It's been a long while Since I discovered myself How can you prove truth from deception when you've always lied to yourself? I'll never understand and you'll never listen so I guess it really was pointless. We saw eye to eye recognized the countless details but you changed for no reason and I'm still who I was It's not about growing up it was about staying level-headed but you're too much of a bitch Yeah there it is, I said it Blood-thirsty, Sucked us all dry, Keep crying wolf We'll go deaf before we abide Let's throw a party, Invite ev

I didn't make a title for this lol (lyrics/poem?) by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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I didn't make a title for this lol (lyrics/poem?)

You say you hate the distance I know that's a filthy lie the miles between us, allow you to hide behind Every fake line you told me I was dumb enough to believe the confidence you gave me I'm using it to leave The things you said to romance me you forgot weeks later then you mention things you did for girls, like the pictures with flavor, did it really slip past your mind that you told me the same things? You say she cheats, I know the truth I didn't confront you all I've ever done is comfort you The next time you mess up I wont be there to fix it You wont answer my calls August seems so distant Did you push me away because your conscienc

Don't Dissolve -Lyrics (Intro) by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Don't Dissolve -Lyrics (Intro)

They can call me what they wanna say harmless jabs, no face Try to make me drown, wring me out cleansed from all my sins now I used the alcohol to clean my contusions Instead of drinking till I could act ruthless Who determines the scale of imperfect morality? Like anyone I count calories, No master key for eluding reality If I burst into flames Would my cause of death even be questioned? Labeled as suicide? Kid with a pyromatic obsession? Countless policies in position, so outdated I can't digest Shrugged off claiming imbeciles, Stating peace- the end result of conquest As the onlooker I've noticed countless victims turned silent Those

Your Troubles Were My Obstacles by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Your Troubles Were My Obstacles

Your eyes are indolent and every time you open your mouth all you do is put down whatever art you create Frankly my dear, it drives me insane. You criticize the miraculous visuals you're able to paint with your tongue Calling it graffiti, If that's truly the case, leave my childish scribbles alone. You crave love with a passion I could never understand as you search for it in the crevasses of someone's skin but never your own. That glimmer in your eye that shows when you look at me As if to humor a wounded animal, cooing life back into its chilled body You saw me hit the concrete, and still drag my chagrin body to the curbside Withdraw the

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Complications Rule my Decisions by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Complications Rule my Decisions

They Make Targets with Clay Now? -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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They Make Targets with Clay Now? -Lyrics

Options and Availability -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Options and Availability -Lyrics

I'll be your I in Poison -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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I'll be your I in Poison -Lyrics

Sayonara -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Sayonara -Lyrics

I didn't make a title for this lol (lyrics/poem?) by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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I didn't make a title for this lol (lyrics/poem?)

Don't Dissolve -Lyrics (Intro) by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Don't Dissolve -Lyrics (Intro)

Your Troubles Were My Obstacles by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Your Troubles Were My Obstacles

With All Due Respect -Lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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With All Due Respect -Lyrics

I- should not be left alone with my thoughts A recipe for disaster I'm at the lowest I've been for quite some time 11 in the morning, again I've been up all night things need to change I can't lay down till you come back to bed 85 degrees, I'm wrapped up in blankets trying to smoke this cigarette. Bitter and shaken up this week Either always awake or asleep these things that eat away at me even I cannot control and I don't have a heart to let me fight them anymore Leech leech leech eat away at my ankles the cold that bites me makes it so hard to believe, the sun can't exist, only hallucinations dust from the storm you kicked up when you le

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Stand Your Ground lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Stand Your Ground lyrics

(Spoken) "When I was 5 I learned the glory a knife could do. I learned they make cuts. Deep cuts." Is anybody out there? Is anybody willing to listen? I'm calling out for some advice These scars are memories Stitches cannot heal When I was six, I learned what a gun did. Before then I knew what a fist did, What going through a wall felt like. Check my legs, You'll find the remnants of where the Upstairs wall was, Or where, It ended up I should say. (It's crystal clear) Is anybody out there? Is anybody willing to listen? I'm calling out for some advice These scars are memories Stitches cannot heal These kids aren't growin

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Mr. Perfect lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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Mr. Perfect lyrics

Spoken like a speech When I was growing up there were some kids And these kids, they never treated me right, I mean All these other kids were friends with them, and sat with them, I had to sit with them in English class because that's where my teacher put me And looking back on it I wish I could have gotten up and yelled at these kids because they made my life a living hell! It was stupid shit, everything from telling me I had pen ink all over my face, to tearing up my poems. Maybe if they had taken the time to read one of my poems they would have realized what they were actually doing. Maybe they would of realized just how bad

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7 Angels lyrics by RedHeadedBitch, literature

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7 Angels lyrics

[Spoken] Here's a rose, as solid memory Take it to honor the one you still love [Slow Rap] Why is it? That I can no longer breathe Their eyes perceive, and their mouths critique Why should they care, why should you matter? And I don't get how I could stay in a life like this My only options to fight with a double sided knife Keep pushing in to live, pull it back to stab myself twice But you like it, you hate it, you wouldn't have it any other way [End intro begin with normal rap] Stop saying "someone" it's not someone that I'm after It's the one who's my everything, the one that I went after The one, who doesn't understan

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 13 years
They / Them

My Bio

An Anarchist with a warped personality, and a skewed view of all religions. "Question everything," he said, "but me".
"If you liked everything I wrote, it'd mean you're as fucked up as I am".

Interests:

Audio Engineering
Cyberpunk styles
Tarot
Genetics (especially gene manipulation)
Skeet shooting (guns in general. I also collect knives)
Skateboarding (PLAN B!)
Music- Djent, Trance, House, Heavy Metal, Post-hardcore, Drum and Bass, Glitch Hop, Future Bass
Anime = Life

About me:

-INTP-A
-Panromantic Asexual
-I work Mayhem Fest, play a wide variety of instruments, and write lyrics.
-I cosplay and love anime
-Taurus, with a very passive personality.
-I love dark humor, and sarcasm. I think Karma’s a bitch and irony is hilarious.
-I live high on life, and ignore the problems I can’t realistically fix.
-I'm not a professional photographer; I just enjoy dying hair.
-Resident of: Philadelphia, United States

Favourite Movies

Daredevil, Here Comes the Boom, Django, Inception, Push, Real Steel, War Horse, Final Destination etc

Favourite TV Shows

Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad, Dads, Modern Family, Storage Wars

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fit for a King, After the Burial, Born of Osiris, Wage War, Periphery, Widek ... Djent, Post-hardcore, heavy metal, trance, house, etc.

Favourite Books

Tailchaser's Song, Otherland, Impulse, Crank, Glass

Favourite Games

R6 Siege, Wildlands, Saint's Row, APB, Tera, Mabinogi

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC gtx 970, Nintendo Switch