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[Spoken]
Here's a rose, as solid memory
Take it to honor the one you still love

[Slow Rap]
Why is it? That I can no longer breathe
Their eyes perceive, and their mouths critique
Why should they care, why should you matter?

And I don't get how I could stay in a life like this
My only options to fight with a double sided knife
Keep pushing in to live, pull it back to stab myself twice
But you like it, you hate it, you wouldn't have it any other way

[End intro begin with normal rap]
Stop saying "someone" it's not someone that I'm after
It's the one who's my everything, the one that I went after
The one, who doesn't understand why I am the way I am
Or maybe she does, but she denies the fact she'll ever make it
She wants to sit at home, take time to herself and give up
Feeding an alcohol addiction, her only chance is to keep slipping up
She knows she's insane, keeps adding stress, keeps losing weight
But she's not the one to blame, they treat her all the same
So she props another bottle by the side of her bed
She rarely ever leaves the house, too stuck inside her head
It's like she's locked inside an empty room
Keeps staring at the walls
She won't amount to anything,
Just another, lost, cause...

Yeah.

I just feel like I'm ripped in two and nothing's going right
Don't want to double back my steps, cuz there I wasn't doing fine
I was miserable, a low place I don't wanna be
Now I don't know what to do, you're dying right in front of me
Dying to be with me
I wanna be free from the burdens, but not free from you
See here's the thing with my life, I dunno what to do

I know you'd stick around, like that wedding vow says
At my worst, at your best, you'd be there with me till death
And honestly I admire that loyalty you have
Meanwhile I'm shooting down every baseline idea
I'm driving you crazy, I can tell that from here
Don't even have to see it, I know you're about to cry
Truth is after everything, I don't wanna say goodbye

I cannot relate, or set my mind the way you want it
I said I'd try, now I'm drowning in the undertone
Please, I'll do anything
Please don't leave me alone
My mind, fucking wasted, Can't set anything straight
Thoughts keep escaping, Knocked down the building blocks
No longer can I stand my ground
It crumbles at my toes
I've fucking lost my sanity, and nobody knows
So um yeah I've finally snapped =/
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:iconwiltedlily16:
WiltedLily16 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you're ok. =(

This is really nice btw. =3
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RedHeadedBitch Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012   Writer
I'm just eh =/
thanks though <3
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:iconwiltedlily16:
WiltedLily16 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Ok.
You're welcome. ^^
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Strify-Divinae Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I really like this. It flows really well together. :)
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RedHeadedBitch Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012   Writer
thanks!! It's now my 2nd top faved lyrics piece :D
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Strify-Divinae Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:D
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Briana-Salvatore Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012
Nice.Very well written :clap:
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RedHeadedBitch Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012   Writer
thank you!!! <3
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:iconbriana-salvatore:
Briana-Salvatore Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012
no problem. :rose:
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