Love You More Than I've Thought About Dying-Lyric

It's been a long day, and an even longer night
Back in my bed, turned off all the lights
The sun's coming up, another day, another fight
Tonight I didn't win, score ended with a tie
The knife's down one, the bottle's at the top,
it's lying on it's side, the owner drank every drop

I think he's mad and I don't know why
I think I've fallen, can I still touch the sky?
Do it quick, time's up, never too young to say goodbye

Cause you're my inspiration most of the time
If I didn't have you in my life
I'd be out of line
But I'm not acting out, since I got you on my mind
Guess I'm no longer a drifter
Cause my love is real this time

There's a bottle full of pills, rattling round the floor
didn't go looking for em, but inside I'm feeling warm,
now I'm digging around
through every bathroom drawer
Another love potion created, gotta make a few more

Cracked a few ribs, made some bruises on my neck
I need some real medicine, not like the shit that I drank
Tried to swing by a rope, desperation at it's highest
Now I'm dry for ideas, failed plan to be lifeless

I think I'm falling too hard, I think you've got me hooked
wrote my feelings in a novel
now that I'm dead please take a look

Cause you're my inspiration most of the time
If I didn't have you in my life
I'd be out of line
But I'm not acting out, since I got you on my mind
Guess I'm no longer a drifter
Cause my love is real this time

Some call it love,
I'd love to say you were mine,
Hope really dies last, cause now I'm not even tryin
Layin in bed, let myself waste away
Put my journal in the mail, addressed to you, it'll say:

Cause you're my inspiration most of the time
If I didn't have you in my life
I'd be out of line
But I'm not acting out, since I got you on my mind
Guess I'm no longer a drifter
Cause my love is real this time

I mean it when I say it,
"I love you" ain't just a line,
Guess I'm no longer a drifter
Cause my love is real this time