Morning Isn't Better Lyrics

Awake to your screamin, feels like
You've been yelling forever
And I can't see it stopping;
No I can't see it stopping soon
So I leave the room, as you get louder and louder

I'm sorry
I didn't sleep last night, but I didn't even try this time
So what if I'm exhausted the nightmares don't come around
I can't think straight anymore
When every night puts me through hell
(And morning isn't better)

I miss the life we could have had, I miss the life I never lived
I miss having me held in your arms,
When you said "I love you" and actually meant it
I miss the way you'd look at me like no one else could mean more
Now all they wanna do is contain me
(They say I'm slipping away)
By the time morning comes,
I'll be dead, no need to take me away

It feels like a movie
You'll tell me you love me
Then you'll go, break my heart
Move to another city
Cuz you can't be with me
And not seeing you would tear me apart

I miss the life we could have had, I miss the life I never lived
I miss having me held in your arms,
When you said "I love you" and actually meant it
I miss the way you'd look at me like no one else could mean more
Now all they wanna do is contain me
(They say I'm slipping away)
By the time morning comes,
I'll be dead, no need to take me away

Call the cops! I don't give a fuck
God took you back; I think I've been 'helped' enough
I don't care where I go, Might as well let me die
I died inside years before the day you said goodbye

It feels like a movie
You'll tell me you love me
Then you'll go, break my heart
Move to another city
Cuz you can't be with me
And not seeing you would tear me apart

I miss the life we could have had, I miss the life I never lived
I miss having me held in your arms,
When you said "I love you" and actually meant it
I miss the way you'd look at me like no one else could mean more
Now all they wanna do is contain me
(They say I'm slipping away)
By the time morning comes,
I'll be dead, no need to take me away

Pretend I'm the villain all you want
You're just another character in a story
That broke my heart
When we finally settle in for sleep
At the start or end of the day
We both know I was right, and that your mind will betray
Do you feel accomplished for playing me an idiot?
I think you really do
I think you have some sick satisfaction
I'm dying to see you,
My mind has made me sick
My body isn't better
Blood stains are more realistic, when I use them to write this letter
This will only get worse,
I'm falling back behind
Slipping back, losing all grip
Gladly say I am not fine.
I'll cut my eyes out till I bleed
If that's what you wanted to see

You'll tell me you love me
Then you'll go, break my heart
Move to another city
Cuz you can't be with me
And not seeing you would tear me apart

I miss the life we could have had, I miss the life I never lived
I miss having me held in your arms,
When you said "I love you" and actually meant it
I miss the way you'd look at me like no one else could mean more
Now all they wanna do is contain me
(They say I'm slipping away)
By the time morning comes,
I'll be dead, no need to take me away